Life on the Edge

Life have it's ups and downs, that's common knowledge and sense. But it's get the point that something's need to give a away so that you can judge how off or on you are.  A lot of people say when you life throw you lemon make lemonade but it's bitter with no sugar lol.  Simply just bitter,  my life have going down hill never since my mother passed away.  Let me clear that a little, no job and no money makes me a sad boy. I have been looking but no see me as a good employee.  But I do want to start my own business. Is that why I get off that I'm not workable?  But on bright side of life I have beautiful woman in my life that love very much.  She keep me on my toes and love my to death. I'm bless to have her, and she been make sure I'm happy and keep my head up. Well that all for today.

Me

I hate being a go for boy sometimes cause it pisses me off, every time I sit down they ask me to do something that they can for them. I really don't like people looking at my stuff and asking me questions about who I talk to, I just feel like if I'm not cheating or sleeping no one I can talk to who ever I please . What do i have to say or do to make see that. 

I am the Goddess - Spiral Rhythm

Groovin's Magic DieBuster Ost

Dinobots Rule Trailer - Transformers: Fall of Cybertron (PS3) - IGN Video

Dinobots Rule Trailer - Transformers: Fall of Cybertron (PS3) - IGN Video

This one the best trailer I seen for this year of games, I mean I have played the first one and loved it I can't wait for the new comes out.

my son and his car

Today I took my son out for a ride in his car that he got for Christmas last year. Its a beautiful day out for a test run.

Its funny how he keeps on letting foot hit the ground every 7 mints. But it's great to see his smile and having fun.

Sully Erna - "My Light"

 I love this song, it bring to tears when I hear it.

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Death traps

If you seen them you what I mean and if you don't I'm talking about the smart cars people be riding around in. I can't see myself in them or just buying, I know I know they don't as much gas as others but come on look it where the protection at? I hope people be safe and careful in them.

NYTimes: A Poet of Unswerving Vision at the Forefront of Feminism

songs i like

Money - The Drums

last night

Last night I had a good time, I got drunk and had a few things to eat. When I was eating my pizza this dood come up to and talking about some shit about a hot dog stand. I'm like why me LOL. But its cool like I said I had fun.

me

I'm here listen to music and drinking coffee and thinking to myself I need to get back in my studies in Wicca and Alchemy. I need raise fund for my investments so I can live comfortablily.  That's I love to think when I have new age music playing, it's relaxing and smoothes our the soul.

sad

CRUEL & UNUSUAL: via HuffPost

It's sad how people get treat when the they are locked up

Me

I just sitting in startbucks coffee cafe and had a Tazo mint tea it was pretty boo. I might new friend here.

:I can't wait to get out of here the sooner the better cause my father is pissing me off really bad. I need to find a job and get my own place I can do what  I want to do. I feel so trap in alot of ways but I blame most on me and not putting effecter what I do.

Hi

I realized that I'm a biggest fool out in the world right now.  All this I have been looking for something and I had it under my nose for the lostest time.  Why I didn't see it it,  why cause I'm a fool a world class fool.  But this time I'm not going to let slip though my fingers again never again. 

New post

I been while since i wrote here and feeling the means to write something mean full. I have looking for a job lately and having no luck, but i have a great look out of things and feel like something well come soon. My son is grow up so fast he's leaning new thing and making my days bright as morning sky. Things have been 50/50 with me. For example I went through 3 phones sine pass  1mouth 3 phones wow right. But I think that i have to extra careful with it. I well try post more things that are happen in my life and crazy pic and things in my world.

Lockerz.com : 30 Seconds To Mars "Closer to the Edge"

Lockerz.com : 30 Seconds To Mars "Closer to the Edge"

I love this song by this group.

New life

I'm a child of the gods of light and dark, I have been in many forms and how do I know this I remember things and place and names. I know I have been behind my studies and rites. I'm going to start before halloween, I wish some people I know Knew what I Know about the earth and her beauty and they well be bow and show her love and respect.  I gaining understanding how I used to be and how to gain my old self back. I'm a master of many things, I hope one day I can be as masterful as Merlin and wise as Solomon. But I have a long way to go but well get there. Blessed it be my sisters and brothers.