Me

I just sitting in startbucks coffee cafe and had a Tazo mint tea it was pretty boo. I might new friend here.

:I can't wait to get out of here the sooner the better cause my father is pissing me off really bad. I need to find a job and get my own place I can do what  I want to do. I feel so trap in alot of ways but I blame most on me and not putting effecter what I do.

Hi

I realized that I'm a biggest fool out in the world right now.  All this I have been looking for something and I had it under my nose for the lostest time.  Why I didn't see it it,  why cause I'm a fool a world class fool.  But this time I'm not going to let slip though my fingers again never again. 

New post

I been while since i wrote here and feeling the means to write something mean full. I have looking for a job lately and having no luck, but i have a great look out of things and feel like something well come soon. My son is grow up so fast he's leaning new thing and making my days bright as morning sky. Things have been 50/50 with me. For example I went through 3 phones sine pass  1mouth 3 phones wow right. But I think that i have to extra careful with it. I well try post more things that are happen in my life and crazy pic and things in my world.

Lockerz.com : 30 Seconds To Mars "Closer to the Edge"

Lockerz.com : 30 Seconds To Mars "Closer to the Edge"

I love this song by this group.

New life

I'm a child of the gods of light and dark, I have been in many forms and how do I know this I remember things and place and names. I know I have been behind my studies and rites. I'm going to start before halloween, I wish some people I know Knew what I Know about the earth and her beauty and they well be bow and show her love and respect.  I gaining understanding how I used to be and how to gain my old self back. I'm a master of many things, I hope one day I can be as masterful as Merlin and wise as Solomon. But I have a long way to go but well get there. Blessed it be my sisters and brothers.

why me

It's been one of those mouth you want to end so bad and wish it was a bad dream. Well I'm having one of them and it's not funny. I just keep getting in augments with my ex aka baby moma and now she won't stop. Why me or why me, and what manner worst I have talk to this transsexual person I swear it was a woman now it's been a hellish as ride for me this mouth. I need to be rescue and taken away with my son in my arms. I can't wait to have shit my way and no well tell me I'm wrong or right.

Drama

I hate drama more then I hate having no money. Today I knew was going to be a fucked up day soon I woke up. OK I woke like 420 in the morning to watch my son while his mother work. That's right I don't have a job and living with my folks "big whoop you want fight about it" lol Back what I was say about drama, as soon I get there she start to bitch me not being there on time. Did mention I walk to her house and back. OK well I do. Ok my son is up and walking around and watching tv and I'm making sure he's ok and she's getting rest. Now she gets mad cause some how your bathroom sink is stopped up and she blaming me for it. I know I have lied to her about some shit and but never cheated on her while we was living together, now that I'm single and doing my own thing and paying my own phone bill and talking to people I want to talk to. She not liking it and that she caught some damn std that she said I have gave her. I say to that is bullshit cause they woman I slept with she get tested every two weeks and I came back nag.  I can't wait to get me a job and get my place and I'm thorwing a party for me damn self.

pregnant_earth2 - Pagan UnderWorld

pregnant_earth2 - Pagan UnderWorld

wow the tree fell down and go BOOM!

ok

I'm here with my friend Candy at Rudy Tuesdays and now son is crying unstop so if Annie takes him I have to go.

WHF

OK things has been up scale crazy in my life and I have stunt double to fill in, O.k here we go first I fucked up relationship with my baby mother and living with my folks again for the second time that's right second time. Now that I'm here things are OK but can be better. I have done some applications and no words for either jobs I filled out. And that my father is Muslim I can't eat what I want and practice my faith of religion. But when I do get a job trust and believe me I'm be saving and looking for a job. On the happy side of my life I can move around with ease that I don't have girl friend breathing on my neck ever thing second of the day. That I can see who ever i want and do whatever I want, me and ex are best friends and talk and text each other everyday which I don't mind at all. Now I have gotten me in a pickle when this 39 yr woman that is OK looking, which means i have lower my standers. I need to stop talking to her before she gets really deep in emotions

why me too

Ok I just came home from visiting my son and wanted to give a gift for his bday but I didn't have enough to get it. I have to for next week to get it. but it's fine it's a part of me grow as well. I cant let stuff get to me.

my son turns 1 today

why me

It's been a wild year for me and not a good one at all. I have been playing with females hearts to long and now I'm tried and I want to settle down and be with my family I have lost since saturday. No they not died or gone far away, just I have fuck up and there is no reason I can 't be talking to a female in a sexual matter. I had a beauiful woman at home can plz me right. But I find a way to messed things up. I know I can be faithful and be with one female and have friends as well while not be a dog without a bone. I ex never treated me wrong or slept with other man after i have put her though. So why I can't be like that say, whom I'm with and be happy. Was I happy yes very happy it may seem that I wasn't but I was. I got son that just smile at me and that put tears in my eyes to see me leave him. Since I was there from child birth and holding him and watch him grow. Now it's going to hell cause I can't get my mind right. Now I have the time to do right and see this though. If any guys or ladies reading this it's not wroth the drama or the heartache. Cause when it comes down to it who are you truly hurting.

wow. they changed this more often and now this.

hope

Im at whole food market for an interveiw. Im very early and looking around to checking pple out.  I saw some dude with a flip phone lol I know he don't want a smart phone it just odd. Mostly pple have iPhone or andoird phone.  I love George Town its alive and busy place. I hope I do get this job cause I never work in GTown.

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