Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
ok
I'm here with my friend Candy at Rudy Tuesdays and now son is crying unstop so if Annie takes him I have to go.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
WHF
OK things has been up scale crazy in my life and I have stunt double to fill in, O.k here we go first I fucked up relationship with my baby mother and living with my folks again for the second time that's right second time. Now that I'm here things are OK but can be better. I have done some applications and no words for either jobs I filled out. And that my father is Muslim I can't eat what I want and practice my faith of religion. But when I do get a job trust and believe me I'm be saving and looking for a job. On the happy side of my life I can move around with ease that I don't have girl friend breathing on my neck ever thing second of the day. That I can see who ever i want and do whatever I want, me and ex are best friends and talk and text each other everyday which I don't mind at all. Now I have gotten me in a pickle when this 39 yr woman that is OK looking, which means i have lower my standers. I need to stop talking to her before she gets really deep in emotions
Thursday, August 11, 2011
why me too
Ok I just came home from visiting my son and wanted to give a gift for his bday but I didn't have enough to get it. I have to for next week to get it. but it's fine it's a part of me grow as well. I cant let stuff get to me.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
why me
It's been a wild year for me and not a good one at all. I have been playing with females hearts to long and now I'm tried and I want to settle down and be with my family I have lost since saturday. No they not died or gone far away, just I have fuck up and there is no reason I can 't be talking to a female in a sexual matter. I had a beauiful woman at home can plz me right. But I find a way to messed things up. I know I can be faithful and be with one female and have friends as well while not be a dog without a bone. I ex never treated me wrong or slept with other man after i have put her though. So why I can't be like that say, whom I'm with and be happy. Was I happy yes very happy it may seem that I wasn't but I was. I got son that just smile at me and that put tears in my eyes to see me leave him. Since I was there from child birth and holding him and watch him grow. Now it's going to hell cause I can't get my mind right. Now I have the time to do right and see this though. If any guys or ladies reading this it's not wroth the drama or the heartache. Cause when it comes down to it who are you truly hurting.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
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